I'm not laying blame on you.
I knew it was Annie who banned me.
It was my fault entirely.
Because I was weak and a fool.
Because I had fallen in love with you.
Such a ridiculous predicament I put myself in,
especially when you felt nothing of the same to me.
I guess, I just couldn't cope with that and in frustration - lashed out at you back then.
I mean, how silly for me to think I could find love on a Forum like this... unless you're Agnes (and that 'F' member).
Anyway, this Topic is my way of saying
"Don't worry - I'm not going to come after you like an axe-welder saying 'Here's Johnny!'" (right?

).
Maybe I did this Topic - just to put myself out there (because many do know. Even Redmond Neck made a meal of me on your behalf a far while back, since I returned).
Ahhh - the shame and humiliation of it.

It's all just now sinking in, since today.

So no PM's like just recently since you've returned.
Lets not fight, but lets not be friends either.
I don't want to fall for you again.
I don't want to get myself banned for ages again.
I don't want to make a fool of myself again.
I don't want to desire to 'drop one in' again.
Argh - damn it!