My desire to gain knowledge outside of the square that I was brainwashed to believe is the truth, has almost hurled me head first into the trap that the Illuminati have set out for myself and many others like me.

I joined this forum knowing damn well that nobody will listen to myself others who are often referred to as "tinfoil hat brigade" because of our higher understanding of the world and the way it works. I tried to approach the topics on a level that would perhaps breed understanding and consideration, but to no avail -- many are waking up, but in the form of actions having equal and opposite reactions, many are lulled further into the sleep.

Attempting to convey the messages on a level of common understanding has in turn lead me to stoop right down to the level of "I'm right, you are wrong." and to steep even further by taking on the arrogant know-it-all attitude covered with smug inclinations, breeding a cycle of arguing for the sake of pride which has defeated the purpose of my intent. I have turned into a politician, stating in my introductory post that I would not actually do the things that I have evidently done. I would not argue. I would not fall prey to the petty insults that people resort to. I should have had awareness but the frustration got the better of me.

I will not be the Illuminati puppet. I know that they have got their claws, agents all over the place in every single concept or idea that man has ever discovered for himself, whether it be a personal realisation or an idea derived from a mind before him. "Pop culture" and commercialisation exists in even the most spiritual of places, thus destroying the purpose and serving the Illuminati's agenda.

What stands true of spirituality is the idea of denouncing all that is materialistic and selfish because once that is achieved then man is no longer a slave to the pointless objects that he works so hard to achieve ownership of. An analogy of this is the game of Monopoly -- which is actually the economic aspect of the Illuminati agenda, turned into a fun game for people all over the world -- to win the game of Monopoly you must aquire as many properties and build as many buildings upon those properties to win the game, because the idea is to make the other players bankrupt in order to win. A lot of this game is down to chance and a roll of the dice, I am aware. But there is also a strategy involved, and the best way to win is to play dirty, which applies in the Illuminati prison world as well. But once you have won, the game has finished -- IT GOES BACK INTO THE BOX. In the Illuminati prison world, once you die somebody else will obtain every single property, car, private jet, stock shares, etc that you spent your energy and focus to gain, and for what? The power that you think you have is but an illusion, but because what your 5 senses can perceive is what is "acceptable" it is not an illusion but rather a reality.

My spirit/energy/consciousness is in dire need of healing for I waste my energy on petty polarised arguments with unknowing Illuminati puppets which is not their fault because it takes a certain spiritual immunity to become aware that nothing is as it seems, and even the spiritual immunity can become hijacked by the Illuminati and distorted to fit the agenda so it takes much more than that.
They have so many seeds planted everywhere for they created tyranny, and then democracy. They created faith, and then reason. They created divisions within conflicting fields so we would dedicate our energies into upholding and defending the beliefs that we resonate with the most.
Regardless of ideas, materialism we are but consciousness existing in a world that is an illusion, we were supposed to realise physical existence is the illusion but instead we have watered the seeds and created our own little illusions within the ultimate illusion.

I already know the responses I will get for this post.
One of them is spiritual consciousness cannot be scientifically proven, or something along those lines. But I have felt it in my gut, the energy within is real. Interestingly, I cannot feel this same kind of feeling when I am dealing with Illuminati puppets and all matters involved with that. I do not feel this feeling when I am indulging in materialistic inclined activities, such as purchasing. I do not feel this when I am working a job and earning money.
I feel this whenever I feel empathy and understanding towards somebody who I don't even have to know. Whenever I help somebody I do it not for admiration, money, leverage (I helped you now you have to do me a favour) I do not do this because I think I will get a ticket to a perfect paradise called heaven in the sky... I do this because the feeling associated with co-operating with and helping others for purposes not related with self is a truly amazing feeling. Imagine if we all searched inside ourselves and found this amazing energy that is lost for so many, then so many of the problems of the world would be fixed.

I'd like to finish this post off with a tribute, or rather a gift to a certain member in here who I have not had the pleasure of a discussion with - it is the light.
No matter how many people will call him a crackpot, throw petty insults and "debunk" he remains true to who he is and is beyond the pettiness of arguments and pointless insult slinging.
He is an inspiration to us all.

Sprintcyclist wrote on Sep 5^th, 2014 at 7:50pm:


I know you do. You are a rare breed 
Kids book quotes are much more wise than what a lot of people may think.

I don't care an awful lot. I'm just trying to do my duty. If nothing changes, at least I gave it a shot because nothing will ever change by being apathetic either.

PZ547 wrote on Oct 2^nd, 2014 at 12:25am:


Thank you.

Now the funny thing is... I was aware that I wasn't going to change anybody or expect people to all co-operate and wake up together, I think the point is more about giving people the option, telling them that it is there. Most people don't think they have a choice.

This post was more about falling for the tit-for-tat games that all people play, in forums like this, and in real life. It can be expected, I suppose, when the theme is "politics" which is all about pointless, wasted energy on tit-for-tat. 

But for some reason, I still fell for it. Like an automated, programmed reaction. Or I suppose my animalistic physical nature, which I've been nursing for many years until now.

Postmodern Trendoid III wrote on Oct 2^nd, 2014 at 9:30pm:


Good point.

It isn't "bad". I don't actually believe in good or bad, I believe in choices. If you make a conscious choice to follow those in power, that is yours to make. My problem lies with an attempt to prey on those and manipulate those who would make a different choice, if they realised there was one.

Postmodern Trendoid III wrote on Oct 5^th, 2014 at 8:16pm:


You have another good point there, what can you do really?

You can't oppose something you are utterly dependant on, like a mother to an infant, after all.