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It_is_the_Darkness

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Jasignature got 'double-whammy'.
Jan 23^rd, 2012 at 3:40pm

Well my marriage was ok, but I sorta was never happy. I tried my best for 6 years and even at one time believed that it would work out.
...but that was when I met her upon a Writing Forum.
Before long I had moved down into the Riverina (glad to finally be away from my wife) for a job that promised $1000 a day. Within a few weeks, 'she' came up from Melbourne to visit and it was like 'naturally' true love though nothing actually happened until the last day together.
Then things rocked and rolled for me as I had to come to grips with an upset wife. Juggling a terrible job with getting up at 3am. Doing an average 1200km a week via work and visits to my daughter. Then the cracks appeared in my 'love affair' with the other woman. She was seperated but still living with her Ex and I was living alone but not quite 'officially' seperated. So eventually I lost the other woman and now I can't go back to a marriage that will be 'divorced' soon. Hell, I think she's moved on with a neigbour (he even opened the door for me at my daughter's party when I had to leave Sad

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I still 'miss' the other woman dreadfully and obviously she doesn't answer my letters and has cut all ties with me. I'm tired of trying to get her back.
I wrote up a 'story' that she and I collaborated upon and I wrote it upon a wall in a (Biffle) Bird Hide in Leeton that we both 'got to know our love for one another' in one day long ago. I think I'll leave it at that. Mabe I'll post the story here?
Anyway, here I am. All alone with no marriage to go back to, although I do enjoy seeing my daughter.
And no 'her' to move forward to either.

...what to do? And yes, the depression really does hurt.

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Re: Jasignature got 'double-whammy'.
Reply #1 - Jan 23^rd, 2012 at 8:51pm

Jas, I've done worse.... and it must really suck for you.... but geez.... I think you have the storyline for a killer arty movie. Perhaps knock 100 years off the timeline and make it all soft focused and period drama like - those lacy dresses and coy wistful glances are always hot.

The bird hide bit is a real tear jerker.

You may be sad and down... but I really think you're onto a winner with this one.

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Reply #2 - Jan 24^th, 2012 at 6:09am

It_is_the_Darkness wrote on Jan 23^rd, 2012 at 3:40pm:

Well my marriage was ok, but I sorta was never happy. I tried my best for 6 years and even at one time believed that it would work out.
...but that was when I met her upon a Writing Forum.
Before long I had moved down into the Riverina (glad to finally be away from my wife) for a job that promised $1000 a day. Within a few weeks, 'she' came up from Melbourne to visit and it was like 'naturally' true love though nothing actually happened until the last day together.
Then things rocked and rolled for me as I had to come to grips with an upset wife. Juggling a terrible job with getting up at 3am. Doing an average 1200km a week via work and visits to my daughter. Then the cracks appeared in my 'love affair' with the other woman. She was seperated but still living with her Ex and I was living alone but not quite 'officially' seperated. So eventually I lost the other woman and now I can't go back to a marriage that will be 'divorced' soon. Hell, I think she's moved on with a neigbour (he even opened the door for me at my daughter's party when I had to leave Sad

).
I still 'miss' the other woman dreadfully and obviously she doesn't answer my letters and has cut all ties with me. I'm tired of trying to get her back.
I wrote up a 'story' that she and I collaborated upon and I wrote it upon a wall in a (Biffle) Bird Hide in Leeton that we both 'got to know our love for one another' in one day long ago. I think I'll leave it at that. Mabe I'll post the story here?
Anyway, here I am. All alone with no marriage to go back to, although I do enjoy seeing my daughter.
And no 'her' to move forward to either.

...what to do? And yes, the depression really does hurt.

Oh FFS grow some balls and get over it.

How old are you....................14?

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Dsmithy70 Gold Member Offline ire futuis vobismetipsis Posts: 13147 Newy Gender:	Re: Jasignature got 'double-whammy'. Reply #3 - Jan 24^th, 2012 at 9:01am $1000 bucks a day. Well I'd be consoling myself by engaging in every depraved fantasy I ever had. Check out the hook up sites or hire some pro's. "Why buy a book when you can join a library" I'd then save hard for a year or 2 & then travel for the next 18 or so months.
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Reply #4 - Jan 25^th, 2012 at 11:50am

Funny you should mention that Life_Goes_On, for the 'other woman' and I actually did it in the back seat of my car down at Hanging Rock. Those period lacy dresses come straight to mind. We were 'being young' again you could say. As for the 'novel' - um, yes, I'm working on that. Though I'm unsure if males should be writing ...romance?

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Reply #5 - Jan 25^th, 2012 at 12:02pm

It_is_the_Darkness wrote on Jan 25^th, 2012 at 11:50am:

Funny you should mention that Life_Goes_On, for the 'other woman' and I actually did it in the back seat of my car down at Hanging Rock. Those period lacy dresses come straight to mind. We were 'being young' again you could say. As for the 'novel' - um, yes, I'm working on that. Though I'm unsure if males should be writing ...romance?

Just change the back seat of the car to the seat of a horse drawn buggy and you're onto a bodice ripping winner.

Use a pen name.... a female one.

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Annie Anthrax Gold Member Offline Posts: 7062 Gender:	Re: Jasignature got 'double-whammy'. Reply #6 - Jan 25^th, 2012 at 5:58pm Sounds like you're fortunate to still have all your parts to me.
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Reply #7 - Jan 26^th, 2012 at 4:20am

Yep Life_Goes_On, I do have a female 'Pen Name'.

Ahh alas, how cruel it was to discover, after I got married for no reason at all, that someone I had a lot in common with, someone of whom I met via writing - like this very post itself, someone whose kiss was something more wonderful than...

Trust me, it wasn't born upon the need for an affair. We became friends over the net, then Biffles that actually realised how we felt about each other (and still no kiss) in an actual official 'Biffle' cabin (The Bird Hide). It was after all this, that we crossed the line, let alone the border, together. Then weeks later - I cracked under pressure and I pushed her away and lost her in a maelstrom of uncertainty disabled by fears concerning which course to take? I was also juggling a high pressure traineeship (potential to earn $1000 a day ...lost that too in the end) that had warring factions.
So now, I drive 600km to see my daughter whenever I can and resist the urge to go 600km in the other direction to see 'her' who doesn't want to see me anymore.
Thus I just get on with things here in the middle of nowhere, in a large near empty house working a job that won't have a 'gravy train' at the end of it. *Sigh.
As for my Writing W.I.P, lost that too. 20 years up in smoke during a fit of despair. *Sigh

So I wrote our little story up in the place where we knew we needed one another ...its my 'tinniest glimmer of hope', you could say - that she might see it one day and realise that 'Yes - I do love her'.
I think I have a 2% chance.

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Annie Anthrax Gold Member Offline Posts: 7062 Gender:	Re: Jasignature got 'double-whammy'. Reply #8 - Jan 26^th, 2012 at 1:00pm Quote: I think I have a 2% chance. I think you're being optimistic.
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Reply #9 - Jan 26^th, 2012 at 1:41pm

You know Annie.
While I was training towards $1000 a day.
I never expected that 'love' could be such a wonderful thing. Who would think that 'happiness' could be found in another woman.
I mean, we get promoted towards higher wages. Why not love and relationships?
I felt 'myself' in her company - we were alike in many ways. She was totally unexpected and maybe thats why I lost her, for I was unprepared?

...its been months now and I still think of her, still feel the pain of her gone. How could this be?

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Reply #10 - Jan 26^th, 2012 at 1:53pm

Let me get this straight before I tell you what I really think.

You met a woman on the internet and started a friendship based on your mutual love of writing. You moved away for an employment opportunity that eventually didn't pan out. You realised this married woman was your soul mate when she came to visit and you had a brief fling while your wife was home looking after your daughter.

Your girlfriend went back to her husband, your wife dumped you and the 'opportunity' for $1000 a day fell through.

Is that about the sum of it?

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blackadder Gold Member Offline Posts: 1977	Re: Jasignature got 'double-whammy'. Reply #11 - Jan 26^th, 2012 at 4:56pm I felt 'myself' in her company You felt yourself? I would have thought you should have been feeling her. But hey what do I know.
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Reply #12 - Jan 26^th, 2012 at 4:58pm

Annie Anthrax wrote on Jan 26^th, 2012 at 1:53pm:

Let me get this straight before I tell you what I really think.

You met a woman on the internet and started a friendship based on your mutual love of writing. You moved away for an employment opportunity that eventually didn't pan out. You realised this married woman was your soul mate when she came to visit and you had a brief fling while your wife was home looking after your daughter.

Your girlfriend went back to her husband, your wife dumped you and the 'opportunity' for $1000 a day fell through.

Is that about the sum of it?

Not only that Annie they had sex in a bird hide. Probably beats the back of a ute, but than again.........

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Annie Anthrax Gold Member Offline Posts: 7062 Gender:	Re: Jasignature got 'double-whammy'. Reply #13 - Jan 26^th, 2012 at 5:19pm I wonder how many minutes the other woman knew there was no $1000 a day before she hit the road.
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blackadder Gold Member Offline Posts: 1977	Re: Jasignature got 'double-whammy'. Reply #14 - Jan 26^th, 2012 at 7:05pm Ah the romance.
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