Wonder what will happen, what it might mean to people.
"I WAS 20 when I went to World Youth Day in Cologne in 2005. I was shopping around for a church.
Baptised a Catholic, I attended church but found parts of the teachings troubling, particularly papal infallibility, contraception, abortion and homosexuality.
In retrospect, the only reason I went was because a friend persisted, but I don't regret that decision to this day. I have many cherished moments, but the one that changed my life was during the final Papal Mass.
For some bizarre reason I was picked to be among the contingent on stage with Pope Benedict XVI.
Considering how I felt towards the Pontiff, it was a bit like going to a dinner party after bitching about the host. Awkward. But during the "sign of peace", the Pope caught my eye.
In that one second I saw him and I knew he saw me. I felt an overwhelming sense of love for him which, due to my ill feelings to the church at the time, I can only attribute to God moving me.
The moment didn't change how I felt about the church's teachings, but it did provide the encouragement to find out the truth for myself.
The effects of past World Youth Days have been profound. A friend of mine from Canberra who was into drugs and alcohol was forced by his parents to go to World Youth Day in Rome as a "punishment" in 2000.
He walked around St Peter's Basilica, bored and convinced that Christianity was false, until he came to a simple crucifix.
"While looking at Jesus on the cross, I felt him say to me, interiorly, that he had died for me," he said.
"In that moment I experienced the presence of Jesus in such a way that it left no room for doubt of his love."
A few years later that friend entered a seminary.
The media's coverage of World Youth Day has been distorted, to say the least. Traffic delays, unprecedented security, disgruntled horse trainers, a titanic budget funded by taxpayers. Really, can it get any worse?
But I believe World Youth Day will not only reinvigorate the Catholic Church in Australia, but the way all Australians view religion, beyond the mindless stereotypes.
No doubt Sydney will be inconvenienced by World Youth Day. But that won't be the only story to be told."
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