Captain Caveman wrote on Sep 14
th, 2018 at 9:22pm:
Yadda wrote on Sep 14
th, 2018 at 7:03pm:
@ Reply #35
Caveman, thanks for your story.
Best wishes, for you and your family, for the future.
Thank you for your well wishes yadda.
Like I said. I am not seeking sympathy from anyone. It is what it is and there are millions out there with far worse stories than mine. I just know that there is a light at the end.....and when you're feeling like self harm or suicide and someone says that to you, you feel like punching them.....but it is true. Time heals all wounds.
Self harm/suicide is a huge issue worldwide. It is more common than we realise. 1 in 3 people suffer depression or have a feeling of loneliness/isolation. Over half of depression disorders diagnosed started by age 14 and I don't think anybody is immune to it, also I do not think we are anywhere near close to preventing it. In fact....I'd almost say it will never be cured. Not in this worlds societies. If anything it will escalate. Our lives are so active that our thoughts cannot cope. Our minds are in the wrong place. We are exhausted. I was. That's where learning your inner vibration can help immensely. Turn off the outside world and concentrate deep into your own well being. Keep telling yourself you ARE worth it. If you bombard your mind with positive vibes you WILL come out the other side of depression.
Well done Capt Caveman.
Suicide, like War - has its challenges. Everyone has to face one, the other or even both.
I won't go into lengthy detail, but I used to work in the Psyche industry and I also ended up on the other side of the bed (when I left the industry far behind). Yep - suddenly I was in the 4th Dimension, I had turned myself inside-out.
Suicide? There was a period, where my 'only thought' was to die. It was the only thing I could think of at any given time. It was my life's goal. It was my destiny - for I had lost everything, ruined everything and everything wanted me 'dead'! It was a culmination of many things that made me this way - mostly taking on 'too much' in life (over-achieve) to the point my mind & body experienced 'trauma' and basically 'collapsed' in upon itself like a Supernova. It had nothing to do with drugs or alcohol.
...in a way - I did 'die' to it all.
It took over 4 years to recover, with Professional Help. A full 4 years ...out there in the desert, lost.
Now, I look after 'mental' health people (mostly 'ex-cons') in my own way and get paid for it as just one of my jobs.
Life is going better. I no longer feel
Beyond Blue
, while I put on my Scuba gear and go for the odd dive into the
'deeper blue'
too
I could go more into it, for there is a lot more to it.
But at the moment, I've got to go see a young female aquaintence this week some time. She is in high care Mental Health. A junkie/ex-con - she has many a scar running the length along her arms (not across) from suicide attempts. She looks a mess when the make-up no longer hides it. She'll never get to Heaven, the damage has been done. But she can be helped enough not to go to Hell, so to speak. If she can 'live' with that... well, who knows what's around the corner for her.
The Big Picture: Even 'Earth' has to face Suicide & War.
Look at the problems of the planet.
Venus (Suicide)
Mars (War)
...two reminders of what can become of our Planet, if we don't watch ourselves. But with any luck, we may pass the test and turn both of them, into something much like Earth, one day.
Bad: making a mistake.
Evil: having made the mistake, but consciously doing it again, knowing it was bad.
Eve ate from the Tree of Knowledge, but Adam forgave her (as did God) when Adam ate from the Tree of Life and showed them both that they can live forever ...like Gods (like
them)