Lisa Jones wrote on Mar 30
th, 2017 at 8:50pm:
UnSubRocky wrote on Mar 30
th, 2017 at 8:47pm:
Whenever alcohol intake is seemingly an addiction. I have been there. Lasted a couple years. Then it came down to drinking a 6 pack at least once a week. Real alcoholics would laugh at a drinking session once a week, seeing it as a bit "light on" with the drinks.
Basically, if you have a strong urge to drink regularly, you are an alcoholic.
You've been there?
Really?
What do you think made you go in that direction in the 1st place?
I would probably average a drinking session once a week. Some weeks it would be one night a week. Sometimes two nights a week. A few times it is once a fortnight. My drinking was never really out of control. One week, though, I considered having a drinking session every night. But it became a matter of drinking a 24 pack over 4 days. That is about as bad as it got for me. So, it was not too bad.
I think it was about boredom. Other than that, it was more about trying to get my thoughts into perspective. Some days, I would have problems trying to recollect information about my past. Otherwise, my drinking was about relaxing.
In 2015, I went 9 months without drinking. Then the next year, it was an average once every couple of months that I would have some drinks. I did another New Year's Resolution (actually starting Christmas Eve, last year) to not drink for a whole year. So far, I'm 3 months into sobriety, and I REALLY want to have a night with some scotch and colas. But, I realise all the good that sobriety has done me. I don't know if I will be able to have a drink on New Year's Eve, because I might stick to my commitment of sobriety.