Friday's Anzac Day events will commemorate those who fought and fell in wars - but what of those whose names will never be on memorial plaques, those who continued their struggle with demons back home, and lost?The number of serving and former soldiers who have committed suicide is now more than triple Australia's combat toll in Afghanistan.
Former Australian signalman Chad Dobbs is worried the ADF and Veterans Affairs do not appreciate the breadth of the problem.
He tried to overdose when he returned from Iraq and Afghanistan anxious, depressed and lost.
"What I did over there mattered," Signalman Dobbs said.
"I had a prominent job, I enjoyed what I did. When I came home all that went away. I didn’t really have any self worth anymore."
He says it is falling to the very people who tried to take their own lives to stop colleagues from doing the same.
In one case Mr Dobbs received a call from a mate who was standing on a ledge, ready to jump off.
"While he was waiting on a ledge he called to say goodbye to me," he recalled.
"Luckily I had someone else with me at the time who was able to call his duty room, his work, and got him the help that he needed."
The ADF's Joint Health Commander, Rear Admiral Robyn Walker, says it has not found a link between operational deployment and suicide.
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