December 15, 2016 I'm going back on the weed.

I'm sincerely hoping in doing so it will make me forget all conversations (such as they are) I ever had with you.

drugs r bad mmkay

What's your experience of life, Marla? I'm not being nosey; I'm just curious you seem to be so pissed off at the system and the world.

I was once too. I fantasised about bombing a department store. I joined the Democratic Socialist Party and used to sell Green Left Weekly on the streets of Melbourne. I wore Blundstone boots, smoked rollies, loved grunge music, and did every drug I could lay my hands on. I was angry and pissed off at everything and everyone and I didn't care.

When I first found a debate board it was full of American Republicans. Their views offended me deeply, I guess like Herbert's do you. But baby that was years ago; I've left it all behind.

The world won't change for you Marla. If you want it to be better, it's up to you to make it better. Get into a helping career or something. Smoking weed and being perpetually pissed off at the world won't help the world, and nor will it help you.

You've got one crack at life. Don't waste it.

Cheers,
Nicole

Mistress Nicole wrote on Dec 3^rd, 2016 at 5:52pm:

... You've got one crack at life. Don't waste it...

Is that a pun?

Unforgiven wrote on Dec 3^rd, 2016 at 5:56pm:

Mistress Nicole wrote on Dec 3rd, 2016 at 5:52pm: ... You've got one crack at life. Don't waste it... Is that a pun?

Advice I think. Get on the game.

Marla reckons she doesnt need a man in her life but you can tell how toey she is without one

Marla, I know its none of my business, but what's the significance  of the date? Birthday perhaps?

If I could talk to my younger self, I would tell me to not drink. Why ruin your life with marijuana at such a young age?

indica or sativa?

Its time wrote on Dec 3^rd, 2016 at 5:48pm:

drugs r bad mmkay

Yes, they are:
http://www.drugenquirer.com/img/graphs/graphDeathRates400.gif

Mr Hammer wrote on Dec 3^rd, 2016 at 8:22pm:

Marla, I know its none of my business, but what's the significance  of the date? Birthday perhaps?

Christmas vacation. Nothing like weed to enhance the corporate, capitalistic, commercialized appeal of the "spirit" that is Christmas, is there?

Its time wrote on Dec 3^rd, 2016 at 6:17pm:

toey

Must be an Aussie term.

"toey" Marla, means you're frustrated ... and it shows

Marla wrote on Dec 3^rd, 2016 at 3:48pm:

December 15, 2016 I'm going back on the weed. I'm sincerely hoping in doing so it will make me forget all conversations (such as they are) I ever had with you.

Is this a love letter?  :)

A ... "Dear John Herbert, the last thing I want to do is hurt your feelings, but while you were away at the pro-Trump rallies in Sydney I met this enoooooormous Negro who was selling crack-cocaine on the corner of the block where I live, and I invited him up for a bong, but it turned out he thought I had said 'bonk', and so things took a different turn to what I had intended - and we ended up, well, having Coco Pops for breakfast together in the morning, and ...   

Mistress Nicole wrote on Dec 3^rd, 2016 at 5:52pm:

What's your experience of life, Marla? I'm not being nosey; I'm just curious you seem to be so pissed off at the system and the world. I was once too. I fantasised about bombing a department store. I joined the Democratic Socialist Party and used to sell Green Left Weekly on the streets of Melbourne. I wore Blundstone boots, smoked rollies, loved grunge music, and did every drug I could lay my hands on. I was angry and pissed off at everything and everyone and I didn't care. When I first found a debate board it was full of American Republicans. Their views offended me deeply, I guess like Herbert's do you. But baby that was years ago; I've left it all behind. The world won't change for you Marla. If you want it to be better, it's up to you to make it better. Get into a helping career or something. Smoking weed and being perpetually pissed off at the world won't help the world, and nor will it help you. You've got one crack at life. Don't waste it. Cheers, Nicole

Brilliant.

Marla is definitely in need of a Big Sister to be a model for her to learn from. She's intelligent, articulate, passionate, hard working when she applies herself to a task she believes in, and has a hell of a lot to offer the society around her, but she needs to discipline herself to be more measured and less hysterical.

Don't worry Herb, she'll  will be back...after he steals her purse and I-phone.

What is an "I-phone"?

As for an iPhone, yeah, I'm done with Apple products. Nothing more than overpriced garbage for brain dead Millennials who are already wasting thier useless lives away.

Mistress Nicole wrote on Dec 3^rd, 2016 at 5:52pm:

What's your experience of life, Marla? I'm not being nosey; I'm just curious you seem to be so pissed off at the system and the world. I was once too. I fantasised about bombing a department store. I joined the Democratic Socialist Party and used to sell Green Left Weekly on the streets of Melbourne. I wore Blundstone boots, smoked rollies, loved grunge music, and did every drug I could lay my hands on. I was angry and pissed off at everything and everyone and I didn't care. When I first found a debate board it was full of American Republicans. Their views offended me deeply, I guess like Herbert's do you. But baby that was years ago; I've left it all behind. The world won't change for you Marla. If you want it to be better, it's up to you to make it better. Get into a helping career or something. Smoking weed and being perpetually pissed off at the world won't help the world, and nor will it help you. You've got one crack at life. Don't waste it. Cheers, Nicole

quite good advice there Nicole.

the angry, pissed off vibe is very common in teenagers and some people never grow out of it.
ive seen it in lower socioeconomic groups with young guys trashing cars
ive seen it in very upper socioeconomic groups with entitled girls having hissy fits because daddy embarrassed them in front of their friends by put a bow on the BMW they got for their 18th birthday .

The best book by far to read on this is "A New Earth " by ekhardt tolle.

Tolle talks about pain bodies and how we all have them.
individuals, racial groups, nations...everyone.

He talks about how the pain body is how people can gain a sense of self, how you can feel "you are you". this is important because the ego wants you to be able to identify this feeling.

I am aquascoot and i am a seperate entity
I am nicole and i am a seperate entity.

If you are lucky and things go well for you, you can get this sense of identity from positive experiences.
If you are not lucky (and most people arent), then your ego is just as happy to draw identity from pain.

And once you do this, the pain body will need to be fed (to experience pain ) to maintain this crucial identity.
You see this very much in relationships where people will actively hurt their partner. You see it in people who once loved each other, but break up and go into feeding off hate...its universal.

people will try to numb down this pain with endless "stimulations"....comfort eating, alcohol, benzos, drugs, some of the religious cults, sex, tv....but this is all band aid therapy.

Until you are willing to confront your own ego and get real with yourself , you are going nowhere.

Three of the best strategies are
1 meditation (which empties the mind of ego).
2 flow state activities which similarly empty the mind (going for a jog on the beach with your dog)
3 contribution, which puts the focus on others.

Its hard to do any of these without emotional mastery (there are many good books on this).
And these activities give you emotional mastery.

So like everything in life, the rich get richer and the poor get poorer.

If you do these things, you will find that problems will put you into growth and opportunity and each of these things make you get better  by .000001 %.
If you dont do these things, then problems will put you into pain and victimhood and each little drink, joint, chocalate bar, negative interaction  will make you get .000001 % worse.

You either climb the narrow road to success or you slip down the muddy highway to failure.

Pot will make you more likely to slip.
It hard enough to climb, dont be adding 10 kg  weights to your back pack 

Get your word salad out of this thread, aqua.

Marla wrote on Dec 4^th, 2016 at 7:05am:

What is an "I-phone"? As for an iPhone, yeah, I'm done with Apple products. Nothing more than overpriced garbage for brain dead Millennials who are already wasting thier useless lives away.

Yikes! I don't know what an I-Phone is myself. I'll have to look it up.

Marla wrote on Dec 4^th, 2016 at 7:09am:

Get your word salad out of this thread, aqua.

As a mare, Marla would need more than green apples and lumps of sugar to tame her, Aquascoot.

Not being rude here, but perhaps if you blew in her ear ... like Fonzie used to do with all the 'chicks'?

Its time wrote on Dec 3^rd, 2016 at 6:17pm:

Marla reckons she doesnt need a man in her life but you can tell how toey she is without one

Marla needs a God fearing christian guy to keep her bare foot & pregnant -
that would tame her.

Bobby. wrote on Dec 4^th, 2016 at 7:28am:

Its time wrote on Dec 3rd, 2016 at 6:17pm: Marla reckons she doesnt need a man in her life but you can tell how toey she is without one Marla needs a God fearing christian guy to keep her bare foot & pregnant - that would tame her.

She needs to be bent over the knee and spanked

Its time wrote on Dec 4^th, 2016 at 8:07am:

Bobby. wrote on Dec 4th, 2016 at 7:28am: Its time wrote on Dec 3rd, 2016 at 6:17pm: Marla reckons she doesnt need a man in her life but you can tell how toey she is without one Marla needs a God fearing christian guy to keep her bare foot & pregnant - that would tame her. She needs to be bent over the knee and spanked

That too - &

a few months in rehab could get her off the weed.

Its time wrote on Dec 4^th, 2016 at 8:07am:

Bobby. wrote on Dec 4th, 2016 at 7:28am: Its time wrote on Dec 3rd, 2016 at 6:17pm: Marla reckons she doesnt need a man in her life but you can tell how toey she is without one Marla needs a God fearing christian guy to keep her bare foot & pregnant - that would tame her. She needs to be bent over the knee and spanked

I suspect it would be Marla doing the spanking  ;D ;D ;D

Marla wrote on Dec 4^th, 2016 at 7:09am:

Get your word salad out of this thread, aqua.

;)
change is nearly impossible.
Pot dulls the brain and makes change even more unlikely.
Fries and coke have a similar effect
Durrrr state TV makes it impossible to focus

once you lose momentum, its pretty well over for a human being.
The best that you can hope for then is to cope.
Just light a joint and try to "cope with this harsh world".

Living in america in 2016...the pinnacle of abundance and opportunity and people just want to try to cope and feel they are living in scarcity and feel 'so sorry for themselves".

just "me, me, me and my rough little life" ;) ;).

You could buy Ekhardt Tolles book for $ 20...less then the cost of the next joint.
But you wont.
People dont want to change...they are addicted to their emotions, whatever they are....dont ever forget that, emotional states are highly addictive....more addictive then Pot to be sure

John Smith wrote on Dec 4^th, 2016 at 8:14am:

Its time wrote on Dec 4th, 2016 at 8:07am: Bobby. wrote on Dec 4th, 2016 at 7:28am: Its time wrote on Dec 3rd, 2016 at 6:17pm: Marla reckons she doesnt need a man in her life but you can tell how toey she is without one Marla needs a God fearing christian guy to keep her bare foot & pregnant - that would tame her. She needs to be bent over the knee and spanked I suspect it would be Marla doing the spanking  ;D ;D ;D

miam miam

Marla wrote on Dec 4^th, 2016 at 1:10am:

Mr Hammer wrote on Dec 3rd, 2016 at 8:22pm: Marla, I know its none of my business, but what's the significance  of the date? Birthday perhaps? Christmas vacation. Nothing like weed to enhance the corporate, capitalistic, commercialized appeal of the "spirit" that is Christmas, is there?

Yeah capitalism sure can get you down. It's like you're this drone stuck in this endless cycle of production and consumption, with very little meaning in what you're doing.

That's when I wanted to bomb the Myer Centre, cos I was feeling like that.  The drones are only drones anyway, right?

I happen to think capitalism long term is unsustainable. How can you live within perpetual growth forever? Population growth forever? Destruction of the environment forever?

We've either got to colonise the moon, or there are going to be some very major wars for resources.

Are we on a similar page, Marla?

Its time wrote on Dec 4^th, 2016 at 8:22am:

John Smith wrote on Dec 4th, 2016 at 8:14am: I suspect it would be Marla doing the spanking  ;D ;D ;D miam miam

That made you think of Karnal didn't it?

It's okay, we're a mixed bunch here.

................................ ;)

http://i64.tinypic.com/2nq72w.jpg

Mistress Nicole wrote on Dec 4^th, 2016 at 10:31am:

Are we on a similar page, Marla?

;D ;D ;D

I don't think she's on the same planet as you, Nicole!

Her silence is deafening.

Lord Herbert wrote on Dec 7^th, 2016 at 5:18pm:

Mistress Nicole wrote on Dec 4th, 2016 at 10:31am: Are we on a similar page, Marla? ;D ;D ;D I don't think she's on the same planet as you, Nicole! Her silence is deafening.

Did I scare her off?  :(

I understand the angst and being pissed off at the world.

But zonking oneself out with drugs is the common slackers way of dealing with it.

Its just conforming to a different set, but still conforming.

Like being an individual by getting a tattoo, Ah crikey that makes me laugh.

There are other ways to beat the system, you dont have to become just another sheep.

miketrees wrote on Dec 7^th, 2016 at 9:07pm:

[quote author=miketrees link=1480744133/32#32 date=1481108859]Like being an individual by getting a tattoo, Ah crikey that makes me laugh.

;D ;D ;D

Isn't it a wonderful irony? Just like all those girls a few years ago having a small butterfly tattooed just above their bum-crack ... O how very cute and unique ... (Karnal probably has one too, deary ... miam miam).  ;D Not that there's ...

Lord Herbert wrote on Dec 8^th, 2016 at 4:55am:

miketrees wrote on Dec 7th, 2016 at 9:07pm: [quote author=miketrees link=1480744133/32#32 date=1481108859]Like being an individual by getting a tattoo, Ah crikey that makes me laugh. ;D ;D ;D Isn't it a wonderful irony? Just like all those girls a few years ago having a small butterfly tattooed just above their bum-crack ... O how very cute and unique ... (Karnal probably has one too, deary ... miam miam).  ;D Not that there's ...

herb and mike....well said.

Human beings, biologically , will always try to minimise "time and effort".
the 7 minute abs when you know you should just join the gym
the diet pill when you know you should learn about nutrition
the tattoo to make you stand out 9a 1 hour solution) when you know you should be an original thinker, an entrepreneur, follow your passions and build a great business to stand out.
the "pissed off rant' when you know you should read Nelson mandellas "long path to freedom" and change your lower consciousness emotional state.


There is the right way to build legitimate self esteem and the wrong way.
the right way is always hard, the wrong way is always easy.
because the masses are hardwired to take the easy way, the masses are invariably wrong  :D :D

Herr Bert's dreams could soon come true. A woman has emerged that could satisfy Herr Bert. She is currently being surgically sculpted to Herr Bert's specification.

This lady could become Frau Bert.

In case the love match falters, love contractors are still seeking women that match Herr Bert's specification of an ideal lover; 4 foot tall; flat head; father owns a pub.

http://ichef.bbci.co.uk/news/660/cpsprodpb/7B77/production/_92870613_mediaitem92869292.jpg

http://www.bbc.com/news/world-asia-india-38238478


Quote:

An Egyptian woman, believed to be the world's heaviest woman at 500kg (1,102lb), will soon be flown to India for weight reduction surgery. Eman Ahmed Abd El Aty, 36, will be flown on a chartered plane to Mumbai where bariatric surgeon Dr Muffazal Lakdawala plans to operate. The Indian embassy in Cairo initially denied her visa request as she was unable to travel there in person. After the surgeon tweeted to India's foreign minister that changed. India's External Affairs Minister Sushma Swaraj, who is herself in hospital awaiting a kidney transplant, was quick to respond with an offer of help. Ms Abd El Aty's family says she hasn't been able to leave home for 25 years now and claims she weighs 500kg. If the claim about her weight is true, then that would make her the world's heaviest woman alive as the current Guinness record holder is Pauline Potter of the United States who weighed 292kg (643lb) in 2010.

Mistress Nicole wrote on Dec 7^th, 2016 at 8:56pm:

Lord Herbert wrote on Dec 7th, 2016 at 5:18pm: Mistress Nicole wrote on Dec 4th, 2016 at 10:31am: Are we on a similar page, Marla? ;D ;D ;D I don't think she's on the same planet as you, Nicole! Her silence is deafening. Did I scare her off?  :(

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g_bQwBWqKjo

Unforgiven wrote on Dec 8^th, 2016 at 10:33am:

Herr Bert's dreams could soon come true. A woman has emerged that could satisfy Herr Bert. She is currently being surgically sculpted to Herr Bert's specification. This lady could become Frau Bert. In case the love match falters, love contractors are still seeking women that match Herr Bert's specification of an ideal lover; 4 foot tall; flat head; father owns a pub. http://ichef.bbci.co.uk/news/660/cpsprodpb/7B77/production/_92870613_mediaitem92869292.jpg http://www.bbc.com/news/world-asia-india-38238478 Quote: An Egyptian woman, believed to be the world's heaviest woman at 500kg (1,102lb), will soon be flown to India for weight reduction surgery. Eman Ahmed Abd El Aty, 36, will be flown on a chartered plane to Mumbai where bariatric surgeon Dr Muffazal Lakdawala plans to operate. The Indian embassy in Cairo initially denied her visa request as she was unable to travel there in person. After the surgeon tweeted to India's foreign minister that changed. India's External Affairs Minister Sushma Swaraj, who is herself in hospital awaiting a kidney transplant, was quick to respond with an offer of help. Ms Abd El Aty's family says she hasn't been able to leave home for 25 years now and claims she weighs 500kg. If the claim about her weight is true, then that would make her the world's heaviest woman alive as the current Guinness record holder is Pauline Potter of the United States who weighed 292kg (643lb) in 2010.

;D ;D ;D

Lord Herbert wrote on Dec 8^th, 2016 at 4:55am:

miketrees wrote on Dec 7th, 2016 at 9:07pm: [quote author=miketrees link=1480744133/32#32 date=1481108859]Like being an individual by getting a tattoo, Ah crikey that makes me laugh. ;D ;D ;D Isn't it a wonderful irony? Just like all those girls a few years ago having a small butterfly tattooed just above their bum-crack ... O how very cute and unique ... (Karnal probably has one too, deary ... miam miam).  ;D Not that there's ...

Lol

Bobby. wrote on Dec 4^th, 2016 at 8:08am:

Its time wrote on Dec 4th, 2016 at 8:07am: Bobby. wrote on Dec 4th, 2016 at 7:28am: Its time wrote on Dec 3rd, 2016 at 6:17pm: Marla reckons she doesnt need a man in her life but you can tell how toey she is without one Marla needs a God fearing christian guy to keep her bare foot & pregnant - that would tame her. She needs to be bent over the knee and spanked That too - & a few months in rehab could get her off the weed.

bugger off. you and herbie are just fools.
I'm pissed off ... because I just lost a full response to you morons.

Go for it Marla.
Most people are too stupid and propagandised to understand what a great thing cannabis is.

They don't know of what they speak, and are speaking out of their arses, and hence what they spew out is excrement.