is all we need.

That's all we could ever hope to desire.

A woman will not protect us. A woman will fail us.

Sick of being failed by dumbass women. They are born to fail.

A smart dog and a reliable shotgun is the best.

I haven't required anything more since I was 15 yrs of age.

Not likely that I ever will.

Amadd wrote on Mar 12^th, 2012 at 11:38pm:

I haven't required anything more since I was 15 yrs of age.

:o

Amadd wrote on Mar 12^th, 2012 at 11:38pm:

A smart dog and a reliable shotgun is the best. I haven't required anything more since I was 15 yrs of age. Not likely that I ever will.

Haha Amadd. You must have required more than a dog and a gun over the years, otherwise you wouldn't have bothered with a family or continued the quest to find a female who wouldn't fail you. You keep getting disappointed, but then again males are more idealistic than females generally - and they never seem to give up.

I do agree with the bit about the smart dog and a reliable shotgun, although I would prefer a handgun with a silencer for pests.

We can be a dumbass persistent lot us blokes  :D

..never seem to learn.

Yess, I love the uber-feminist POV; Do nothing, create nothing, demand everything

It's absolutely great in theory, who wouldn't want that?

In practise, it's a trifle more difficult. You see ladies, we have an economy to run and stuff. I know that's really hard to understand, but y'know, it's just reality ladies.
..we need to make the economy work huns.

With all disrespect...you bitches don't have the slightest clue.  :D

As Walter White said: I win.

;D

  ;)

Stuck with women?....I'll kill myself for sure.

Amadd wrote on Mar 15^th, 2012 at 1:02am:

Yess, I love the uber-feminist POV; Do nothing, create nothing, demand everything It's absolutely great in theory, who wouldn't want that? In practise, it's a trifle more difficult. You see ladies, we have an economy to run and stuff. I know that's really hard to understand, but y'know, it's just reality ladies. ..we need to make the economy work huns. With all disrespect...you bitches don't have the slightest clue.  :D

women in charge are failures. totally useless

Sprintcyclist wrote on Mar 15^th, 2012 at 8:02am:

men in charge are failures. totally useless

Error corrected.....

hahahahahahah

As if, the world was better when women did not have the vote

Well Amadd, I seemed to have joined the club.
I'm soon to be divorced from the past, but my future love has an AVO out on me. So I guess I just go my own way 'presently'.

I can see why the Australian population doesnt' grow for want of Boat People and New Zealanders.

...there's no love in this country thats for sure.

It_is_the_Darkness wrote on Mar 16^th, 2012 at 1:19am:

Well Amadd, I seemed to have joined the club. I'm soon to be divorced from the past, but my future love has an AVO out on me. So I guess I just go my own way 'presently'. I can see why the Australian population doesnt' grow for want of Boat People and New Zealanders. ...there's no love in this country thats for sure.

all the best with it ja.
it's may well be ebenficial to have some tine to yourself at this stage

http://www.mends.com.au/

is good

Yes, sorry to hear about that Ja.
That website looks as though it's worth looking at.

It may also be helpful to speak with those of similar experience, there are plenty around.

Who got game?

Yep that website seemed good, so I just subscribed.

good on you, they were good for me.
it may be a good time to be sober and straight for a while.
Get a bit of exercise/activity, work longish hours.

Serious important decisions might have to be made now, best to do it in good condition.
this is often not the time for partying, though it may feel like it.
Don't self medicate with drugs, alcohol or women.
It might cost you plenty.

If you look after yourself now, it may repay yourself for decades.

I see a shrink which is good.
There was a period where I took up drinking and it twisted my depression into a dark and destructive path.
I was contemplating suicide and even wrote a story about killing my future love which got me into trouble.
But once the drinking stopped and the meds started
- it was just the depression.
I eventually hit rock bottom - where I couldn't get out of bed for 3 days (although I just prefer to sleep on the floor) - didn't eat and hardly drank and slept 99% of the time because it seemed my 'dreams' were far better than my life.
I wanted to die.
...if I was still drinking at that time - I would have died.


The irony is that I used to work in Psyche and even with Suicides.

ah, not so good.

Alcohol is the only drug that can stand up amidst all the havoc it creates, and totally deny any involvement.

Walking is good.

All the best

Its all my fault though.

I shouldn't have got married in the first place, etc.
I shouldn't have pushed my solumate away.

Hence why I'm now a sad ****** who goes out and gets pizza by himself.

Yep Life can be a bastard.!!

BUT as my dearest Mum used to  say....

------Worse things happen at sea.! :)

Yeah I'm for the smart dog and the ..gun thingy.  Gotta look out for yourself these days.!! :)

But ONLY in self-defense! :) ;)

It_is_the_Darkness wrote on Mar 16^th, 2012 at 6:55pm:

Its all my fault though. I shouldn't have got married in the first place, etc. I shouldn't have pushed my solumate away. Hence why I'm now a sad ****** who goes out and gets pizza by himself.

Regrets, we all have a few, but choosing your own pizza where and when you want can be a wonderfully artistic experience  :)


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Yeah I'm for the smart dog and the ..gun thingy.  Gotta look out for yourself these days.!!  :) But ONLY in self-defense!  ;)

That actually came from a time when I was a kid and I had to testify against a gunman who left another man paralyzed for life.
I was dragged out of school time and again for line-ups, to the County court and then to the Supreme court.
The gunman eventually got off but he was obviously as guilty as sin.
Afterwards, I rode my bike past him quite often and it scared the living crap outta me.

Obviously I was a more than a little afraid that he'd come seeking some retribution.

Mum had recently left for another bloke, and Dad quite often worked nights to pay the mortgage "once again".

So, I used to keep my faithful amazingly smart dog with me and a shotgun next to my bed at all times. That was good enough to keep me feeling safe and well able to protect myself.

I can really  understand that feeling Amadd.!!

Oh for a reliable shotgun. !!  (Sigh)

Why can't I ? own a 'reliable' shotgun?  Every //?..$%%&^6*&%^  has handguns up here.  !!
Wah Wah Wah !! :'( :'( ........... There is something wrong about this scenario. >:(

Relax gun laws and allow people to own guns for self-defense. Seems perfectly fair to me. But maybe not to lots of you... who have probably only seen a gun on TV, and never faced one, or dreamt of same.  Easy to say NO then. 

It_is_the_Darkness wrote on Mar 16^th, 2012 at 6:55pm:

Its all my fault though. I shouldn't have got married in the first place, etc. I shouldn't have pushed my solumate away. Hence why I'm now a sad ****** who goes out and gets pizza by himself.

I've made decisions I regret.
'member, go out for a walk, do any activity.

yeah 
don't watch Rage
Just saw 'message to my girl' CrowdedHouse..........

Do a lot of activity at work. Enjoy work. Yeah - I'm sure Rage has a lot of songs that would trigger me off. ;D for a good  :'(. I love rage - just don't have a TV (everything else these days on TV seems to have spoiled it for me.)

I think the most painful thing for me is that even under the circumstance that I was in (still married, but happily seperated by 600km) - I honestly and truely BELIEVED that her and I would be together forever. I think thats the most painful thing. I 'believed'.
Ironically, here in Leeton - I wrote upon a bird hide wall a short story her and I collaborated on (for a comp in the Age newspaper) in regards to how we knew it was love at the Bird Hide in a romantic way. Since then, the story has become a bit of a buzz here (wasn't my intention) and I've been told it has gone 'viral' as people have photographed it and done reviews, etc.
Kinda sad really ...considering the situation now with the AVO.

Oh well as they say: "What's the Dalai Lama's favourite pizza?"
"...'One' with everything!"  ;D

Naa..that's great Ja.
Out of the greatest passions come the greatest works. I'd love to read it.

I'll find it an post it up soon.
I will have to change her name due to the AVO requirements.

Can't shout us all down forever.

;D

We don't live in a dictatorship per se'.
But we allow ourselves to be dictated to all too often, even (especially) by those who are supposed to care about us most.

Well, it ain't true. Those who say they care whilst smacking you about the head are pathetic wretches.They are nothing to you. Actions speak louder than words.

Look for MO, even with your mother in this society.

Might be a couple of days before I post the 'Story' up as I will be down in Melbourne for a bit.
cheers,
;)

Back from Melbourne already.

Can't post the Wetlands Story up due to Court Order and violation of. Sorry. :(

Emma wrote on Mar 18^th, 2012 at 1:10am:

I can really  understand that feeling Amadd.!! Oh for a reliable shotgun. !!  (Sigh) Why can't I ? own a 'reliable' shotgun?  Every //?..$%%&^6*&%^  has handguns up here.  !! Wah Wah Wah !! :'( :'( ........... There is something wrong about this scenario. >:( Relax gun laws and allow people to own guns for self-defense. Seems perfectly fair to me. But maybe not to lots of you... who have probably only seen a gun on TV, and never faced one, or dreamt of same.  Easy to say NO then.

I think i'm in love.      ;)

I said to a neighbor today, that our lawmakers [pollies] are creating a lawless society......by enacting laws that effectively make self defense [where it harms a criminal] a crime.

It_is_the_Darkness wrote on Mar 21^st, 2012 at 4:12pm:

I will be down in Melbourne for a bit.

And did you get any?

;D@Frances.

No sweets. At my age, I just ain't in it for the 'hell of it' - I do try to like the person somewhat as in have something to relate to them about, feel personally attracted for some 'reason', feel appeciated, etc, etc.

I was originally going to head further south down to Cape Schank for a Scuba Dive - but my heart just wasn't into anything but to drive home asap.

Lucky I haven't got a shotgun - feel like looking down the barrel to see if its loaded.

Come now, Jas. None of that talk. Things will begin to look up for you soon.

Feeling better today. ;)

hhhmmm, I thought you "opened" a shotgun to see if it was loaded.
that's prob not the right term for it, ..."break it"... ??

Anyhow, when at school some of my mates were goosing around with an "unloaded" shotgun. One mate almost shot hs brothers legs off - it was loaded !!!!!!
He had pointed it at his brothers legs, then at the wardrobe and clicked the trigger - the wardrobe exploded and was splinters after.

So don't play with guns I learnt.
Going for a walk is much wiser.

:-)

It_is_the_Darkness wrote on Mar 23^rd, 2012 at 10:18am:

Feeling better today. ;)

Good stuff. Hopefully that will gather momentum and before long you'll be over the worst of it.

I do a lot of physical activity at work which is good. Even if my section is doing ok, I go and help the other guys which is much appreciated. I can tell they aren't used to seeing guys work like that as most just look after their own, but I tend to look at the bigger picture. And even if it ain't reciprocated and they prefer to go out for a smoke instead - I don't care. Its my nature to work like that. Only sometimes, when there is 'nothing' to do - that I may pull out a book to read. When the machines don't work or break down - then there's some thinking to be done as well.

It was just hard at court because it was like there was something beyond our control to being together. The Court, lawyers, etc could see it as well and really did feel sorry for us both. I've done all that I could do and figure out what to do - I can do no more as far as I know or maybe I'm still missing something? But I just don't have the energy anymore to keep trying to figure it out. I'm just a male.

Anyway, did some gardening this morning.
Its nice and cool today, just the way I like it.

Court cases - uuuuuuuggggggghhhhhhh. they help lawyers and judges.

One of my friends has a case pending . As you say, very stressful.
he is a cripple, is powerless. Against a legal system .......

Luckily I had some really good advice from a member of this forum and the Court staff were all very understanding and helpful on both our parts as they could see there was no animosity - just a lot of pain due to circumstances beyond our control.
I left a broken man and cried the 600km all the way home. But hey, thats life.

I think that working with the Courts and having no animosity towards them goes a long way for the long term.

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........I think that working with the Courts and having no animosity towards them goes a long way for the long term. ......

will email that to my friend. he has an adverserial nature - due to being in pain for 35 years. that's all part of being a cripple.

hope your life improves